someday you'll find

I'm not ready.

I'm not ready to say goodbye to my friends who are going off to army and various places.
I'm not ready for my driving test tomorrow.
I'm not ready to go and leave many things behind.
I'm not ready to be left behind.
I'm not ready to think about my future.
I'm not ready to let go of the hand I've been holding onto.

I know I'm strong. I know I'll adapt to the new circumstances. I know I can and will move on. I know I'm probably ready (except about that driving test which I will inevitably fail).

I just don't want to.

posted by jallyre @ 9:28 PM