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HAPPYHAPPYJO.

This week has been a relatively good week! To me at least. .________.
Well okay so it started out bad on Sunday; I cried! Emojojojo.
Allright. Yehhhh. But I love everything about life.
Except I've been putting on weight. If the home scale is really 3kg too light then I am REALLY. Unbelievably heavy. Like heavier than Daniel, heavy. And that's very heavy BUT nevermind.
Butbut YAY. Okay all that nonsense about baking class is just crap okay. I know it's the lamest thing to say but yeh, not like there's anything to hide. :D
Anyway. Yeh, I'm just saying this cos I saw the Captain outside PP macs after training. Ee. I got a shock. Okay here's what happened.
The whole gang of us walked into macs as usual and Shane and I walked right to the table next to theirs in the corner and started pushing tables. Then okay, I squeezed my fat ass past 5 tables and sat down at the opposite corner and then I heard the Laughter. And I was like nah I'm imagining things. I actually looked towards that table once cos some ass guy was laughing over the Simpsons. Right. Maybe that's when I heard the laughter. But anyway 10 minutes later I saw Eugenia and Grace walk right past me, just on the other side of the glass windows. I got a shock and waved. -.-
Yeh. Well. Shane was next to me but he doesn't know who Eugenia is. I guess. Or forgot.
And yeh today I BASED A LIBERTY. WHOO HOO. Okay, so that's cos Joanne (Hoe) is pro and Shane is really good and Brandan and Sharon were probably spotting like nobody's business.
And somehow Shane said what Elaine told him. :D

Okayokay and anyway.
I'm still trying to find an equilibrium.
(:
Currently this is how far I've gotten:
God loves Jo more than anybody loves Jo.
Jo loves God more than Jo loves anybody.
But there're other things to life too. Sigh.
Busy myself with church and cheer and school (and for the next week, PIANO!!!!) and be independent. (:
At least I know church will always be a constant no matter what. Jo loves her church friends A LOT. :D I'll miss them while they're on study break.
Tomorrow Bryan and Fabian are coming for house visit! Oh no. My messy room.
Hahaha I hope they don't say I'm blur or whatnots. My mom will just freak out. And I have to do something about the family portrait and my super black face!
Andand. Cheer. Although I'm heavy, thanks for basing me. (Today: Brandan and Sharon! :'( Oh and Shane for lifting my heavy butt?) Andand everybody for just being nice to talk to. Victor for buying me apple pies. =\ Pam for the lifts. Joanne and Ben for the lift to NTU tomorrow.
And school. Eunice is forever Eunicey haha you can never get too used to her. :) Yay. My.. well. Veryyyy good friend. And seatmate, ish. And Jasmine whose voice is getting deeper. :D Andand Elaine and the twins whom we sit with during breaks. And Ada and all. Yehhh? I don't want to graduateee. Andand the Fibo cheer guys.. the ones I know and love at least. (: Ben Theo (well to me he still is?) Alt and Kegan. For like doing PT with me! Hehe. Don't quit, don't give up!
(I won't have a medal for you.. sadly. :) )
I will do you proud! Somehow. :D Double.. cupie? :)

8 more days. :) and 30 minutes.
30th Sept!
-Is my first performance!
-And it's the Pulau Semakau fieldtrip (means more work..)! It probably wouldn't be even a quarter as fun as Tioman buuut that's hardly the point.
-Onemonth.(:

50 bucks he'll forget or just not say/do anything about it.
But it's okay. As long as he doesn't react stupidly to the board, I'm fine with anything.
Pleasepleaseplease don't be an idiot.
If I weren't so broke now I'd bet more. After I pay for the workshop tomorrow I'll be 5cents rich plus whatever's left in my ezlink. Which is NOT a lot. But I'm getting more pocket money next week. But I need to buy my NUM shirt and something else.. I forgot but I'll remember later..?

Tomorrow's the Taiwan cheer workshop at Aces. (:
MAAAYBE I should sleep early HUH. :)

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