someday you'll find

hi

我怀念的 是无话不说
我怀念的 是一起做梦
我怀念的 是争吵以后
还是想爱你的冲动

Holy Cross is so serene now. I mean, with the air con installed and all that mass doesn't seem as rowdy as it did when we went for Ash Wed mass last year. Or maybe it's just that more people went for that mass. Oh well. Thanks mom for reminding me. Heh.

I think I only reached at like, the gospel. Haha. Sigh. And I wore slippers too, but I guess it's fine since they're presentable and new, and I was wearing jeans. At least the formators aren't here to catch me. =\

It was only during mass that the reality of Ms Teo leaving hit me. More than going to the airport to send her off, I feel like we should have used that energy to be better students in the two years that she's been here. It's like, all the little times she nagged at me about my sloppy attire, my feet on the table, my bad thermodynamics grade, everything - I'm not saying I would have improved on that, cos that's probably the reason why I'm so loved by Ms Teo. But it's like when she was nagging at me, I just wished I could disappear.

And even when she said she was going to leave, it was her model students who were emo-ing and whining and since she told us, I barely spoke to her at all. It's just kinda weird. Oh well. It's something of the past already. Just like a lot of things today lol. Goodbye.

But anyway I was pretty confused by the homily (lol I just typed sermon). I mean surely you don't have to go to the extent of saying that other churches only sift out the good stuff of Jesus and omit the rest? I mean.. I don't know. It's weird.

我想说，这几个月来真的谢谢你。
因为有你，生活的每一天仿佛变得更有光彩。
随着我日渐衰退的记忆力，我也会跟着忘记之间所有的回忆。
可是曾经和你是朋友的事实，我真的不想忘记。

Labels: church, rants

posted by jallyre @ 11:49 PM