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HAPPY SATURDAY.

I got my new camera today. I saved up for it, so I will try to take extra extra care of it. Though actually I feel that I have more stress to take care of something if my parents will nag at me since they got it for me. Anyway I'm happy. I signed up for iBanking today, I trained for almost the whole day today and I had so much TimTam today.

I just got addicted to TimTam lately, so please pardon me.

I realised I have this really weird habit of picking up random flyers that people throw away on the floor at my void deck. Like Mac delivery. I picked up one and brought it upstairs. Then I went out again later that day and on the way home, I picked up another one, forgetting that I already did so earlier in the day. And today I picked up a piece of paper torn out from some magazine - It was a cupcake recipe. I saw the picture of the cupcake from 10 metres away. And when I got closer, 2 words stood out to me: "Love cake?" Hell yeah. So it went home with me. (: Yay. I'm so happy.

Training is LOVE. We had a pep talk session last night, and I tried to be less slacky today. I honestly didn't know how people felt until yesterday. (Well I thought they wanted ME out. I guess Brandan does. But really, whatever.)

His vote said something like "I feel that Mel should be in as a flyer, since she is better and more experienced than some people." Like I know I'm not as good as locking or whatever as the other seniors but HELLO I'm as new as YOU are.

Anyway now Mel's in. I'm so glad. I think with easier stunts now, things are going to work out so much better. I'm happy.

But I feel that I'm not ready for next week. I'm just not mentally prepared. Not only is there Chem Lab due on Wednesday (which I SHOULD do well for since I got marks deducted for CARRYING TOO MUCH GLASSWARE omg that fucking GAYASS retard), there's the usual Tuesday Math/Music quiz and Chem Lab quiz on Friday and violin lesson on Monday, I've to spend my Monday free period zapping scores and waiting for people to contact me so I can pass it to them.

And my Monday is likely going to be the longest day of the week because of that, and the fact that I have to bring to school on that day a Serway physics text, my Stats text, my cheer shoes, uniform, scrunchie, tights and high socks, I have to bring my violin because I've got lesson. Which I've to go for on my own as soon as Stats ends. And right after violin class ends, I've to rush down to Suntec for a performance I feel I might not be prepared for.

Well I'm not giving in to any of my weaknesses. The tougher the week's going to be, the stronger I will get. Jojo all the way!

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posted by jallyre @ 2:47 AM