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OMG!

Today was like the best day I've had in weeks. It sure feels like it! I got to spend some time with Daniel today but that isn't really the main point! The main point was I wasn't killing myself trying to revise Math AND Music quiz in the morning break cos there was only Music today - which is going to be the first time I get an entire question wrong but who cares, it's over!

And though I failed the test pretty damned badly, everyone else did too! HAHA. So it's okay.

Yup I got to sit on this really cool 151 bus today. The inside is like the interior of a super huge limousine, with like a 3sided square couch at the back, followed by two parallel rows of those round, cup-ish seats that are in the shape of like a C? Kinda? Yup and then there were these two high chairs facing the wall haha and there was a like 'desk' thing in front of them so it resembled a bar - there was a picture of a bartender on the wall, too! How cool is that?

Then I saw Sam on the bus after thinking about her when the bus passed Island Creamery! Talk about a superb coincidence!! We talked briefly and I found out that she takes 151 home. Poor girl, staying in Tampines! But maybe I'll see her next time! Haha after her H3 lesson ends. Yup and THEN BRANDAN, that sweetie pie he is, forgot to bring chocolate from home and ended up getting it for me from Compass Point, like how out of the way is that!

And Mel came and gave me this bar of the Guylian chocolate! Which is like, those Guylian seashells - except in BAR form! Like OMG DIE FROM THE TOTAL GOODNESS. But I think I like the seashells more - they're just ex. x)

And like just when I was feeling so LOVED and LUCKY, Victor (OMGOMGOMG) told me that there was cake, and pointed to this mountain of styrofoam boxes on the floor of CAKES! It's just your normal chocolate sponge + blueberry jam cake, but oh gosh the CREAM ON TOP. I was in heaven, though of course it's not as nice as cupcake icing, but STILL. Yep and I brought it all home and fully intend to finish it tonight or for breakfast tomorrow. And the chocolates were polished on the car ride home after training.

AND LIKE, I DID MY FIRST EVER LIBERTY YESTERDAY? AND AGAIN TODAY. LIKE, Joanne and Shane are so fabulously STRONG. Andand though I'm really horrible at midbasing (I'll be STRONG AND LEARN, please don't throw me away cos I'm weak. ): ), Mel finally managed to get up on the 1-1-1! Though I pretty much tortured them both.. I guess I try, but the wrong way. I need to lock lock lock lock lockkkkk.

No slamming down on Lilo's shoulder.
No weight on the right.
No butt/hip sticking out on the left.
Graaaab Mel for life.
Save the stunt.
CHEER FACE!

And ruuun to the dance position. Shake harder (sharper motions), smile brighter and jump higher (for partner dance and jumps)! And then PARTNER STUNT! Which I stress - DID NOT FAIL TODAY! I'm so glad, I think Shane might have murdered me for being such a.. n00b. Hahah now when I see/hear the word noob I think of Alex's line in his speech which really cracks me up.

"I can tell from just one sentence that a player says, "Wah lao, u damn noob sia.", that he is a Singaporean too, and we can talk about many other things after that." Or something. Haha yeah right, someone just called you a noob. But it's so funny. His speech was GOOD. His expression is a bit like Royston's haha, roomie influence I guess.

Yup. And I just feel so happy with chocolates and cake. It's not really the sugar rush and all, it's just friends. OH AND MEL GAVE ME THIS PACK OF APPLE GUMMIES. WHICH I FELT SO BAD FOR TAKING? I MEAN. She was like.

"Take them, Happy Birthday!" and I was thinking okay, is this for my birthday? So I said "Are you kidding?" Then she was like nono take it. So anyway I just took it cos it was SO, SO GOOD. Mellllllll is such a wonderful food friend. I still remember when she told me she understood how I felt about my chocoddiction. And she bought me TRIPLE FUDGE BROWNIE FROM MRS FIELDS LIKE AAAH. Speaking of which, Thursday's Esplanade performance!! It's in two days. Which means my much awaited SPLURGE on Mrs Fields is COMING.

I love life. I love talking to Eunice, regardless of how meaningless/random our conversations are. Doing twist-ups remind me of her so much. I wish some things never happened. (Like the elevator split.) ):

And The Mentor told my parents I'm very close to this person in school who goes by the name Daniel Tai.

Like wow thanks. Whoo hoo. What's next, she's going to get me a supply of TimTam for my 18th birthday? Cos I'm "not eating right" and need to fatten up? Or a free ticket to see the school's inhouse counsellor.

Well just because I've got high met, exercise much and just in general stopped eating as much Macs as I used to, it doesn't give people the right to pass judgement. From my friends it's fine, but if you know nuts about anything just stay away yup? Were you ever there to see how much I used to stuff myself? Like, how much I could eat every single day without putting on a single inch or kilo or whatever?

This is just a passing phase of my life, when I'm busy running around between violin classes, school, piano lessons and cheer trainings and not eating as much as I used to - which is probably still (loads?) more than the average teenager, especially other weight-conscious/obsessive 18 year old girls who won't take a piece of chocolate cos "oooh, it's FIFTY CALORIES." It's not like I won't gain all that weight back. Do you think I'm okay with losing my muscles? With feeling cold for no reason at all? With having the weirdest people asking me if I'm freaking anorexic? Like really, no. x)

Anyways YUPZ I'm supposed to go to bed now that my hair's dry. Not even supposed to be on the com - was sooo sorely tempted to leave it in school till tomorrow so I could play during mentoring/MUSIC BRIEFING OMG. Boredom to the max. Haha. That's all bye.

posted by jallyre @ 1:54 AM