Thursday, May 29, 2008

123rd post

I feel so freaking stupid.
Why am I so...
Ugh.
Now I can't undo that feeling of being a replacement. And being nothing but desperate.

Eunice I miss you.
Jas I miss you too.
And Elaine. And everyone.
If I could go back to August 30th I would do things differently.
That's what I think, at least at this point in time.
I'm sorry Jas. I want you to know that I love you regardless of anything.
And although I'm no longer closer to Eunice than I am to any random person in school, I don't blame anyone except myself.
And thanks to my friend for talking with me in the night haha. And realising that I never actually changed and am still sucky old me.

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