someday you'll find

It's been a lovely September indeed.
I don't want this September to ever, ever end.
So what's been happening;

Our 1 year anniversary
A hectic one week break packed with driving lessons and missing Dan
School starting and a hell lot of work due and worries
Recital, and other peoples recitals and chwee kway outings
And with that all gone, the past week has been amazing for us. Just.. hanging out and eating. A lot. Which isn't a very healthy deal for both of us I must say but I think we're abstaining. Or trying to, for a while. At least till after the big Es. And all that abstaining shall be paid off by many huge binges after the Es and soon it'll be a hopefully unforgettable December.

I don't want to be the vulnerable one. I'm holding up pretty strong. (:
Fair trade, that's all I'm asking for.

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On a side note, that sinking feeling that eats my being away came back again when I saw the pictures that Jasmine uploaded. The folder called Hostel and Outings with Eunice or something like that.
What the heck is wrong with meeeee. I love them. I guess. To a decently large extent.
I just don't know how they/I managed to cut me away so far.
Should I blame it on hostel? But that's the way Eunice would've wanted it anyway.
But. I. Just. Hate. It.

And it's here for the world to see.
Bitter, sour Jo. What's there to love.

posted by jallyre @ 3:49 AM