My Friendster horoscope for today..?
The Bottom LineWords can convey feelings, but there is nothing like contact to make a connection.
In DetailSome people try to distract themselves from problems at home by immersing themselves in work or school. But that tactic is a poor one, since it only delays the inevitable. Do not make the mistake of pretending something doesn't exist when it does, because sooner or later reality will come knocking on your door and you will have to deal with it. Face things head on and you'll see how they are much more minor than you thought. Denial makes things worse than they really are.
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Perhaps it's just my sleepy state, but the thing just hit me in the face. About trying to pretend someone doesn't exist and immersing myself in other stuff. And haha, my eyes are quite blurry now, and when I read the last sentence, it read: "Daniel makes things worse than they really are." How true. (:
Training later and pizza/tiramisu delivery before that!
Oh and gymming with my church friends in two hours. Sigh. Should I go. My body hurts all over from the weekend's training. Yeh I'll go I miss them. x)
Labels: holiday
I suck. x)
I went out without bringing my ezlink today although I finally had money to top it up. And so I had to keep changing coins.
Jo delivered cookies to Daniel today!
Honestly speaking, I don't miss you at all.
Yup. Haha well anyway I just dumped the whole bag of cookies and stuff at the guardhouse and ran away.
Craaaaaap. The stupidest thing is I just found out my mom bought Famous Amos TOO! So now I have many many many 100gs of it at home. All to myself cos kor's at army. I am so freaking overindulging. Plus I've already had at LEAST 600g of cookies in the past week alone already. Someone tell me I'm skinny PLEASE. -.- Lol.
Whatever, it's the holidays.
And i totally feel appreciated.
I pray for strength.
I pray for perseverence.
I pray for discipline.
I pray for patience.
I pray for unconditional love.
MEME!
Stole this from Xiyu. (:
Seven Things That Scares You
1. The thought of an unpleasant future
2. Loss
3. A death I'm not ready for
4. Rejection
5. Growing up
6. Being unemployed in future
7. Intense pain
Seven Things That You Like The Most
1. Parents
2. Church
3. Cheerleading
4. Friends
5. Food & treats
6. Music
7. Daniel
Seven Most Important Things In Your Room
1. Laptop
2. Bed
3. Clothes
4. Presents and cards from my friends
5. Cheer scrunchie
6. Handphone
7. Pencil case
Seven Random Facts About You
1. My wardrobe is packed with clothes though I only wear rags out
2. I love the person I'm attached to (:
3. I don't crave for food - by the time I realise it I've already bought it
4. I think I'm going to get that Good Progress prize thing next year- my CAP improved by 1.7 from Y4S2
5. I'm going to deliver Famous Amos to Daniel's house sometime in the holidays while he can't go out
6. I own more swimsuits than average people
7. I don't think I'm fat
Seven things you plan to do before you die
1. Get married
2. Have kids
3. Hug someone to sleep
4. Take part in Cheerobics
5. Become a catechist
6. Buy a nice car
7. Enjoy life
Seven Things You Can do
1. Procrastinate and not feel bad about it
2. Eat. A lot. No kidding. I can probably eat till I cry x)
3. Swim
4. Play 2 musical instruments
5. Do well when I want to
6. Make time for friends
7. Sing badly
Seven Things You Can't Do
1. Understand why things happen
2. See things from others perspectives sometimes
3. Cross my eyes
4. Run
5. Get over things
6. Skip meals
7. Live without Daniel
Seven Things That Attracts You To The Opposite Sex
1. Hands
2. Eyes
3. Smile
4. Name
5. Legs
6. Personality
7. Looks
Seven Things That You Say The Most
1. Eh
2. Thanks / Thank you
3. I miss you
4. Whatever
5. Sorry
6. Haha
7. It's okay
Seven Songs You've Recently Listen To
1. 甜甜的, Jay Chou
2. Sono Egao Boku ni Misete, NewS
3. Ai Nante, NewS
4. Nantoka Naru Sa, NewS
5. Beep, The Pussy Cat Dolls
6. 阳光宅男, Jay Chou
7. Hoshi wo Mezashite, NewS
Seven Movies You've Recently Watch (and dramas)
1. Romantic Princess
2. Hero
3. The Game Plan
4. The Nanny Diaries
5. Ratatouille
6. Yuukan Club
7. Proposal Daisakusen
Seven Celebrity Crushes [recent?]
1. Akanishi Jin
2. Nishikido Ryo
3. Yamashita Tomohisa
4. Wu Chun
5. Kamakari Kenta
6. Uchi Hiroki
7. Aaron Yan
Cos you had a bad day.
I hope it's just PMS (it's late again, but what's new) and not just me. But it can't be since I was strangely calm about Daniel going for basketball today.
Still it doesn't change the fact that he has to talk about his college application in front of me.
I was wondering about my own dream too. It never seemed further away.
Everytime I start thinking about it, my tears just start falling. I'm looking forward to the day that I can accept it fully. Hopefully it's sometime soon. After all I always knew he was going to move to Australia, so whats one year ahead of schedule studying in the US of A?
I guess I wish I could be slightly more apathetic to this and more concerned about my own college planning. But that probably won't happen with a college counsellor who clearly thinks I'd cheat on the APs. I'm beyond words, other than THANK YOU.
I'm just so disgusted by him and myself that I feel like puking. Thanks for making my day by entering my thoughts. I can't wait till training tomorrow. Brandan's bringing cookies! Love him muchness! He's quite sensible I think hahah yay. Good to talk to.
Don't feel like talking to anyone now except Brandan or Gabriel.
Haha the cleverest people I know. x)
Labels: school
HOLIDAYS!
Why must it be so easy to get into college.
Why can't Singaporeans hold double citizenship.
Why am I confused over a future that isn't mine.
I don't even know how to react, sigh.
The feeling's all too familiar. Except now the expected outcome is coming sooner than expected. Only a few more months aaaah!
Anyway, good luck wherever you go.
PIANISSIMO ENDED WELL YESTERDAY!
Great job everyone, and Quarter Quartet! We've been through a lot, really.
I dreamt Ada was back in Singapore. ): And when I woke up I realised she wasn't and I nearly cried. BOOOO. I MISS ADA.
Wheeeee holidays are FINALLY here. Horribly crazy year this year, and it's finally over. I'd sleep it all off today, considering I just officially move out of hostel, but I have to rush off to training. Performance tonight, too! So tireddd.
PTM this Monday. Hmm, last sem's PTM was like the best so far. Ms Teo just gave the transcript, said good job and all the good stuff and I left. (Normally they talk a lot about my laziness.) This sem should be better - cos our mentor doesn't know me. Yay.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM I LOVE YOU.
THANKS DAD FOR THE FLOWERS FOR THE CONCERT.
LOVEEEEEEEEEeeee.
Feels like I've been waiting the past few days for this, but now that it's actually happened I don't feel much. Haha, oh well, it's probably cos training has been fun - did I get used to the heat or did someone turn on the airconditioning today? x)
I'm really WEAK blah! After doing jumps today - which I didn't actually
do properly - I was so weak I couldn't even dance well. Or maybe that's because BB made me wear her size
five and a half shoes. Does anyone know the size of the school shoes I normally wear?
NINE.Haha. Oh well! They weren't all that tight cos I probably expanded her shoes. But I'm glad I can wear slippers to school - oops nobody saw that. -rolls eyes
Oh man I totally suck. Couldn't catch BB during 2-2-1.
ANYWAY! OMG MY DAD JUST CAME HOME WITH THE BEST NEWS - BETTER THAN THEM BRINGING ME SKIING!
I think they're letting me go with my GRANDMA! I MISS GOING ON HOLIDAYS WITH HER! And this is such a great opportunity to bond and OMG LIKE FREEDOM! HAHAHA OMG OMG OMG I AM SO DAMN EXCITED!!! TO KOREA, TOO!!
OMG. Please. Totally. COUNT ME IN.
Welcome back to Singapore Dan. See you in school.
Labels: cheer, holiday
Blah
Ooh like I said, my dad says I should just follow any one of my friends skiing this holidays, but I really hope I can go with my own family. So Mom's going to take leave - presumably during the carolling period. Heh.
Mom's planning a holiday now, but if it isn't something that I want to do then I'll stay in Singapore in case I miss like training camp or something.
About the blogskin - Haha, it was just
there so. I was getting sick of emo black anyway, though the cello is still cool.
How can you say that about Daniel. x( I'm ANGRY at you.
He skis better than you, HMPH!
Labels: rants
HI! I haven't updated in ages, it feels.
Exams have been okay so far, except the studying for chemistry bit.
Most of my friends ended their exams on Tuesday after the chem paper, but I didn't take it on that day so I'm retaking it tomorrow - Friday - instead. Ugh. Why can't they just extrapolate my score? Oh right, I'm too stupid, sorry I forgot.
Anyway here's the main point of the post:
IS ANYBODY GOING SKIING THIS HOLIDAYS?PLEASE LET ME TAG ALONG.MY PARENTS IMPLORE YOU TO BECAUSE THEY AREN'T FREE TO BRING ME THIS HOLIDAYS. THANKS. I'LL PAY YOU COOKIES!But lol, I haven't skiied since 2004. I'm probably - no, definitely - lousy now. Boo. But I MUST snowboard no matter what. (:
Jesus, lover of my soul!
Time to start preparing for the final dash. (x
After Chemistry on Tuesday it'll be ALL OVER!
There's so much to study for Chemistry and I haven't really started, cos everytime I look at it it all seems so foreign to me. And Daniel just got angry at me for saying I would study cos he got all bewildered and was like "I don't get why you're studying though. It won't affect the extrapolation." Like what, did he THINK I thought that if I studied harder Ms Koh would give me an A+ after extrapolation? Like what the hell please.
I just want to deserve my grade. Even if I do choose to subject-my-grade-to-extrapolation. x)
Time to really think through my holiday plans, though it seems so pathetic now. I'll be missing so many training dates for the China SL trip and the Penang trip. I need to train!
HAHA YAY. I haven't weighed myself in ages - probably been too busy with the exams. I didn't come home at all last weekend! :D:D:D Prolly put on weight cos of all the snacking I do to stay awake this exam period. Sighz. But it's okay, I discovered a lot of yummy new snacks.
On Thursday (our SECOND out of about 5 days of exams) Ada and I decided to go study with Elaine in the library until Ameera decided to join Ada and I for lunch. We were only supposed to go to Pizza Hut at Clementi Central, but I didn't feel like I was up for pizza, so I suggested Thai Express so we ended up going to Vivo. Then of course, we raided Candy Empire and started walking around aimlessly - to look at Nike stuff I think. And others. Then we saw this other candy shop and wanted to go and Ada finally let us, but Ameera said she wanted to eat popcorn so guess what. We didn't just buy popcorn - we decided to watch a movie. At 3.41pm, and the movie started at 3.40pm.
Oh wait wait before that we bought a dozen donuts haha and we had to drop it off with the theatre staff. IT WAS THE FIRST TIME I WATCHED A MOVIE AT VIVO. Eeks haha. :D Theatre's huge. But I always thought movie theatres were that size. Guess not huhz. x) Yeh. So that day I was too tired to study for Math. I REALLY SHOULD HAVE. It's 4 MCs!!! How. Nevermind. I calculated (estimate), even if I get a B for math (HOPEFULLY I GET A B???!!!!), it wouldn't affect much. Can't say the same if it's a B- OR A C AAAAAAH!!!
Theory Grade 8 exam later at 2. Maybe if I didn't have that we'd be getting ready to perform at NUS now. Damn. Wow, Grade 8 sounds damn cool. I really can't imagine failing a music exam like that, but yeah I really might. I really haven't studied. I just hope I'm talented enough to pass. Heh. Ciaoz.
Jiayou Dan. (: A+!
Labels: exams, rants
