been so busy!
Don't cry! ):
I don't want that to happen. D:
Haha, then all the angmoh accent start coming out. So cuuuuuuute. -pinchpinch. (insert eyerolling smiley) Sigh. Yeh. Don't, allright? I can't take it.
Today.. definitely wasn't blue. Considering I self-confiscated the Young Changemakers post-it pad. But yeh, I knew somehow that I would make it a nice bright orange day. Obviously it didn't start off orange ALTHOUGH someone was nice along the corridor. :) But yeh I cried after captain's ball because.. well yeah. It's just built up la.
Then after the thing I said as long as Daniel talks to me first it'll be nice and orange BUT obviously, as expected, he didn't. Then I threw a tantrum on the way back although I was like, control control smile smile. Yeh. I think he said something about someone walking slowly then I just overtook whoever was in front of me but he still continued walking slowly behind haha.
Yupz. Oh oh. Then I bought soya bean milk to apologise for.. everything. Except to me, then, the word was 'whatever', not everything haha. Yup. So dumb right, I don't even like soya bean milk. And I bought some crap waffle. Prima Deli rocks my socks LA.
Yup. So annoying, the whole way back there were people around so cannot talk. Not that I would want to start talking about such unhappy stuff in public (later I get angry and punch people how?). Haha yeh. So go all the way back to hostel, talk, dinner, talk, and then I was late to meet mummy and she scolded me! Kinda. About wanting a car next year when I haven't even started earning money. BOOOOO.
I was late for training. But OMG I can't wait for Sunday. Hehe. And TODAY IS PAM'S BIRTHDAY.
Happy birthday girl!
Yup. Chilling tomorrow night. And performance in the morning! :D Euniceeee. And after that is lunch (with Euniceeeee? :D But she's meeting a friend I think..) and then Pulau Semakau!
It's not like Tioman or anything, but a field trip's still a field trip.
I still don't know when to give the thing.. before? After? But isn't at night a bit late. Okay maybe not. Okay okay at night. Hurzzzz.
THEN ON MONDAY GOT ENGLISH ESSAY DUE OMG. AND STATS PROJECT. And the next half of stats test lol. SHAAAAAAAT. I don't want Monday to come.
Omg. This is the end haha. Did I even blog about piano exam? Oh well come ask me personally it's nothing much. Yup. Like last month I was really looking forward to Tioman cos that'd signify the end of violin exam. And this whole month I was looking forward to this weekend cos it'd mean post piano exam. Whoo hoo. Finally it's here.
2 more days. (:
Today I was so afraid we wouldn't even last till then. Hehe. Yay.
Labels: rants, TGIF
First day of the workshop!
AAAH SHARON!
Hehe. I love my seniors.
Hehe. Yep the ones who were on study break. They're nice cos there's like no generation gap, and they know how it feels to be a newbie!
Haha yaa. Oh man. Yesterday Shane just totally gave away what Elaine said (I said that already, right?) and I don't know, I guess someone (Victor I think) tried to say something about Ben. As in cos Joanne Hoe's boyfriend is Ben what. Then he kept going Ben Ben Ben and I just randomly said, off the back of my head that "It's not Ben, it's Dan!" and it's like. Omg. Haha. Yehh and Sharon drew that on my superwall. Haha.
Today Fabian and Bryan came to my house to talk to my mom, and Fab was telling her what I said a long time ago, about how the guys in my school were all CMI so it's not possible that anything funny would happen. Oops. I remain safe for now while they still don't read my blog.
The cheer workshop is COOL! I think we learnt quite a lot. AND I DID MY FIRST BACKWARD ROLL IN AGES! Talk about peer pressure, haha.
And the shirt is so niceee! It's the same design for both, but girls get tanks and guys get tees. I wouldn't mind either. It's black and nice shades of purple!
And Sharon and I bought the Cheerleader shirt that the Taiwanese girls were wearing today! It's so nice! And I bought the 5-6-7-8 shorts too! Although I'm totally broke but hello! How often do you get such good deals. Hehe. Yay happy.
The PIKE OPEN THING IS SO COOL. Hope someone from Denvers can do it soon then!
The Aces captain is really like, good at gymnastics. As in like his rolls are so quick and neat. And everything. I think every team has their exceptionally small guy (Yuan Bo, Shane, Altron, Xiao Gao) whos exceptionally good at tumbling. Hehe. Okay maybe I'm just overgeneralising. But yeh I'm happy!
Labels: cheer
Facebook: the first step to independence (:
Haha. It's addictive! I love my bumper stickers.
I'll just pretend to hug you until you get here.Forget the risk, take the fall. If it's meant to be, it's worth it all.Don't make someone a priority if they only make you an option.Hehe. Allright. I'll take the advice.
HAPPYHAPPYJO.
This week has been a relatively good week! To me at least. .________.
Well okay so it started out bad on Sunday; I cried! Emojojojo.
Allright. Yehhhh. But I love everything about life.
Except I've been putting on weight. If the home scale is really 3kg too light then I am REALLY. Unbelievably heavy. Like heavier than Daniel, heavy. And that's very heavy BUT nevermind.
Butbut YAY. Okay all that nonsense about baking class is just crap okay. I know it's the lamest thing to say but yeh, not like there's anything to hide. :D
Anyway. Yeh, I'm just saying this cos I saw the Captain outside PP macs after training. Ee. I got a shock. Okay here's what happened.
The whole gang of us walked into macs as usual and Shane and I walked right to the table next to theirs in the corner and started pushing tables. Then okay, I squeezed my fat ass past 5 tables and sat down at the opposite corner and then I heard the Laughter. And I was like nah I'm imagining things. I actually looked towards that table once cos some ass guy was laughing over the Simpsons. Right. Maybe that's when I heard the laughter. But anyway 10 minutes later I saw Eugenia and Grace walk right past me, just on the other side of the glass windows. I got a shock and waved. -.-
Yeh. Well. Shane was next to me but he doesn't know who Eugenia is. I guess. Or forgot.
And yeh today I BASED A LIBERTY. WHOO HOO. Okay, so that's cos Joanne (Hoe) is pro and Shane is really good and Brandan and Sharon were probably spotting like nobody's business.
And somehow Shane said what Elaine told him. :D
Okayokay and anyway.
I'm still trying to find an equilibrium.
(:
Currently this is how far I've gotten:
God loves Jo more than anybody loves Jo.Jo loves God more than Jo loves anybody.But there're other things to life too. Sigh.
Busy myself with church and cheer and school (and for the next week, PIANO!!!!) and be independent. (:
At least I know church will always be a constant no matter what. Jo loves her church friends A LOT. :D I'll miss them while they're on study break.
Tomorrow Bryan and Fabian are coming for house visit! Oh no. My messy room.
Hahaha I hope they don't say I'm blur or whatnots. My mom will just freak out. And I have to do something about the family portrait and my super black face!
Andand. Cheer. Although I'm heavy, thanks for basing me. (Today: Brandan and Sharon! :'( Oh and Shane for lifting my heavy butt?) Andand everybody for just being nice to talk to. Victor for buying me apple pies. =\ Pam for the lifts. Joanne and Ben for the lift to NTU tomorrow.
And school. Eunice is forever Eunicey haha you can never get too used to her. :) Yay. My.. well. Veryyyy good friend. And seatmate, ish. And Jasmine whose voice is getting deeper. :D Andand Elaine and the twins whom we sit with during breaks. And Ada and all. Yehhh? I don't want to graduateee. Andand the Fibo cheer guys.. the ones I know and love at least. (: Ben Theo (well to me he still is?) Alt and Kegan. For like doing PT with me! Hehe. Don't quit, don't give up!
(I won't have a medal for you.. sadly. :) )
I will do you proud! Somehow. :D Double.. cupie? :)
8 more days. :) and 30 minutes.
30th Sept!
-Is my first performance!
-And it's the Pulau Semakau fieldtrip (means more work..)! It probably wouldn't be even a quarter as fun as Tioman buuut that's hardly the point.
-Onemonth.(:
50 bucks he'll forget or just not say/do anything about it.
But it's okay. As long as he doesn't react stupidly to the board, I'm fine with anything.
Pleasepleaseplease don't be an idiot.
If I weren't so broke now I'd bet more. After I pay for the workshop tomorrow I'll be 5cents rich plus whatever's left in my ezlink. Which is NOT a lot. But I'm getting more pocket money next week. But I need to buy my NUM shirt and something else.. I forgot but I'll remember later..?
Tomorrow's the Taiwan cheer workshop at Aces. (:
MAAAYBE I should sleep early HUH. :)
Labels: rants
emo and haaaaappy jo.
I don't know, I guess sometimes I just start thinking:
Maybe it's better not.
It's complicated, really.
BB said if YQ ever has to go overseas she'll follow him as well cos she cannot tahan without him.
Ohoh and Pam's boyfriend drove us to j8 today. So cool his car is nice. He struck 4D. =\ Yeh she's only 18 I think and they've been together for so long. Xinyi and her boyfriend are like, 5 years I think. Someone said.
YQ's only been in army for 3 days and BB says its really hard. The day before her birthday, too.
Daniel doesn't have to go to army I guess, but isn't that a lot worse?Which is why I said, no matter how much time there is, it's probably not enough. So whatever anyone says, even if people have anything against me, I won't change my mind because of silly things like that.
Sorry, to the church friend.You must be a really nice person.Allright, emo post. Back to the happiness. Baking class has been superb.
I baked a THREE TIER CAKE. Well I baked a part of it. The base layer. :)
I was so worried the second layer would drop off but the person who stacked it was reaaaaaaaally very good. Big Joanne. She's like super pro. And BB and Xinyi. :)
Andand. I don't know, I improved in rolling.
And a lot of things lah. I'm quite happy. Even if I don't pass probation, I'll be glad cos I learnt a lot in the past.. almost 3 months. :D
I'm so happy. :D
Oh and after class I went for dinner with Mel, Sharon, Brandan, Pam and Pam's boyfriend. Yeah. I've never seen Sharon around.. Maybe once. Hehe. Cos the JC students are on study break. So nice to have people my age around for once! They're really nice people. And I studied with Brandan at Macs this morning whoo hoo! Music. Haha. useless. Ended up eating more than I studied. But what's new, really?
Labels: rants, training
'Tis decided.
We're going to England in Week 4. :(
I think it's probably going to be a weekend plus a few days thing, so I won't miss too much of school but I still won't be here on the 30th.
But honeslty who goes there for a few days onlyyy. Sigh.
I think I'm acting very strangely these days. As in my eating behavior. Yesterday I swallowed more carbohydrates than I have in an entire month. Okay, to not exaggerate, more than I have in an entire week. I swear - I ate it in whatever forms it can come in.
I don't even know if I gained 1kg of musclemass or just.. fats. Probably the latter. But I stretched well.
Back to hostel today. Now, actually.
But I don't know, since I won't be here on the 30th I think I'm going to start doing random things now.
Last day of the holidays!
Yesterday I went out with David's korkor. (:
And saw Harlis (the vicepresident of my baking club) outside Venezia. Heh. Yep and then David wanted to come along too, for some reason. Korkor put him on speaker cos he was being hard to talk to. So the conversation was like.
Dave: Dan, am I on speaker?
Dan: .. Yeah?
Dave: .. Turn it off.
Dan: You know everyone can hear you?
Dave: Who's there? Is there a lot of people?
Dan: Everyone. In the shop.
Dave: ...
(five minutes of deciding-what-we're-going-to-do later)
Dave: Can I come?
Jo: *nodnod*
Dan: Yeah.
Dave: ....... Should I come?
Jo: *nodnod*
Dan: Yeah.
Dave: Okay.
-end-
Conclusion: Younger brothers are adorable. Even if they're growing up and want to be just like you. And he was so tiny when I saw him in Year 3. He's Sec 2 now. And taller than me.
And yeh Dan tried to tell him that we were going to be eating ice cream the whole day, even if he joined us. And when he came, we already finished our ice creams so we just sat there and watched him eat his double scoop. The poor kid was so shyyy, he even sms-ed korkor saying 'This is so awkward'. Haha oops. Yep it must be easier to eat when no one's watching.
Well anyway somehow we ended up watching Ratatouille, again cos Dave hasn't watched it. It's a bit different watching it a second time, but I missed out a little bit so it's good. The seats weren't that nice though.
And.. so on I guess. Can't really remember what happened after that. Oh yeh dinner at Pastamania (poor Daniel) where Jo tried to restrict Daniel's diet. Topman, again. Except this time they had Daniel's size for the red shirt and David and I made him wear purple skinny jeans. =\ Like, okay, talk about really bad move.
Yup that's yesterday.
Today was on a much lighter note than how yesterday ended. The weather helped, too.
I woke up and cabbed to school to get my Stats stuff to study, and went out for lunch at Clementi only with my heavy bag and baking stuff, only to return to hostel later, deciding to leave everything at school cos I probably won't have time this weekend anyway.
And got a ramly burger from the pasar malam but was too bloated to finish it. And I needed someplace windy and nice and obviously hostel doesn't give me such a place so off we went to WCP. Yeh.
Rain is good. And it proves to love me especially when I'm at WCP. Everytime I'm there, you know. -.-
And it began pouring when we were heading back to hostel. Yayness. (:
IT'S THE LAST DAY OF THE HOLIDAYS!
So cheer up everyone. (:
Hostel soon, yeh and we'll be seeing everybody everyday! :D Isn't that GREAT! Like, you see everybody at dinner! Like in Tioman! .. ish..?
Hahah yes I'm just happy cos music quiz is postponed, our Physio class is one week behind so quiz is one week later too and there's 'only' Math test to study for. And it's Tuesday. :D
SEE YOU ALL SOON.
Shit. I haven't touched my exam pieces and scales since a WEEK before violin exam which was 2 weeks ago. Omg. Piano exam in 3 weeks. I think I've forgotten half my pieces and deproved drastically for scales. Somebody SAVE ME AND MAKE ME PRACTISE.
Labels: random
I don't get it.
If that kind of people can be accepted, why can't I.
Just cos I dress in rags, sit like I wasn't taught manners and speak crudely and whatever else is wrong with me, it doesn't mean I'm not human allright.
You know what, just whatever, okay?You're not changing anything.
